Buat seseorang yang udah bikin hati gue meleleh….
Buat seseorang yang udah bikin gue tergila-gila….
Buat seseorang yang menghilang begitu saja….
A friend said "Don’t make someone a priority if you are just an option". And I just stood still. Everything is back to where we were last time. I keep trying to hold off every hunters that came to me and trying not to hunt myself just to keep your seat available while you’re gone. Because you appear to be doing the same, well….at least in my thought. Are you just playing with me and my feelings? Like you’ve done before?
Back then, you kept me wondering why you just stopped communicating with me after an incredible two/three weeks. That got me wondering, kept me occupied, made me not doing what I was supposed to be doing. Friday, hmm…..last Friday I received the last message up till now. You apologized for something that you did and promised me that you would contact me the day after. Suddenly, you just stopped communicating with me. So far, I have tried to call you and sent a few dozen messages to reach you. Just to find out whether you’re ok or down with something.
Yes, I’m worried, not only about us, but more about you, wondering if you really are alright or whether something is bothering you. Because if something is, please let me know so I can either try to fix it or at least try to make you feel better. When you do feel ok and nothing is wrong, please let me know how you feel. Not only feel as in if you’re ok but also give me some clarity so I will know if all the energy I’ve put in this, for several months, has gone to waste. Because when it has, I’ll stop trying and can really focus on my future and my relationship. If only I knew how you felt, what you want and/or wanted. Then I could be on my way either to you, or to finishing this thing.
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